How To Be Depressed is a book with a most unusual
structure. It is introduced by an essay
entitled “Intake” that was previously published in a literary magazine. The bulk of the book, “Documentia,” is taken up by an edited
selection of the author’s psychiatric records from 1969 to 2016. It is rounded
out by an interview with the author and by his “Tips for the Depressed.”
Author George Scialabba ascribes his “exceptionally flimsy…shock
absorbers” to his “constantly worried” parents (p.3). While studying at Harvard he becomes involved
with a strict religious organization. After leaving that group he undergoes a
crisis of faith and his first episode of depression. Paralyzed by self-doubt,
he drops out of graduate school and begins a cycle of clerical jobs that are
beneath his intellectual capability. After many years he gradually wins distinction
as a freelance essayist. However, due to
his incapacitating symptoms he never has a steady writing job and has
difficulty attaining financial security.
In his introduction, Scialabba tells us that “the pain of a
severe clinical depression is the worst thing in the world. To escape it, I would do anything” (p.1). As attested to by the notes of his
well-meaning psychiatrists and psychotherapists, he has diligently applied himself
to a wide variety of treatments. Sadly, if
anything he gets worse over time, and eventually requires electroconvulsive
therapy.