Summary

A four-part poem that begins with glimpses of a man suffering the ravages of AIDS: "He stayed / Four months. He lost his sight to CMV." The man connects with his doctor through the stories he tells, but also through blood: "I'm drowning in his blood . . . . "The doctor at first tries to maintain distance from his patient ("I can't identify with him.") and even feels "residual guilts" when the patient says it's okay that "doctors could be queer." In the end, though, the healer has formed a bond with his patient. After the man dies, the doctor further identifies with him: "His breath, / I dreamed, had filled my lungs--his lips, my lips / Had touched."

Commentary

A fine evocation of the tension between clinical distance and emotional attachment to a dying patient. This complex relationship is made more difficult because the patient in this poem is the same age as the doctor and shares the same sexual orientation. At the end the doctor is the only one in a position to recognize the essential personhood of his patient: "Unrecognizable to anyone / But me . . . . "

Primary Source

The Other Man Was Me: A Voyage to the New World

Publisher

Arte Publico

Publisher

Arte Publico

Publisher

Arte Publico

Place Published

Houston

Place Published

Houston

Place Published

Houston

Edition

1994

Edition

1994

Edition

1994