The Collected Schizophrenias
Weijun Wang, Esme
Primary Category:
Literature /
Nonfiction
Genre: Essay
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Annotated by:
- Glass, Guy
- Date of entry: Apr-08-2019
- Last revised: Apr-08-2019
Summary
Esmé Weijun Wang is a novelist who has been diagnosed with
Schizoaffective Disorder. The Collected Schizophrenias is a book
of personal essays that was the 2016 winner of the Graywolf Press Nonfiction
Prize.
A precocious young person on a track to success, Wang experiences
a manic episode at Yale that leads to her first hospitalization. After a second hospitalization, her college
washes its hands of her. Hitting
roadblocks time and time again requires her to rebuild her life over and over. This is not a conventional chronological
autobiography but rather essays that provide different approaches to the
author’s experience of mental illness.
The plural “schizophrenias” of the title encompasses the whole schizophrenic
spectrum of disorders. As Wang explains,
her own diagnosis is “the fucked-up offspring of manic depression and
schizophrenia” (p. 10).
In an essay entitled “High-Functioning” we learn how the
author, having been a fashion editor, knows how to pass for normal: “My makeup
routine is minimal and consistent. I can
dress and daub when psychotic and when not psychotic. I do it with zeal when manic. If I’m depressed, I skip everything but the
lipstick. If I skip the lipstick, that
means I haven’t even made it to the bathroom mirror” (p.44).
Later, in “The Choice of Children,” volunteering at a camp
for bipolar children makes Wang think about what it would be like to inflict
her diagnosis on her own offspring. In
“Reality, On-Screen” she attempts to convey the sensation of decompensating to psychosis. And in “Yale Will Not Save You” she considers
the failure of universities to accommodate mentally ill students.
Publisher
Graywolf Press
Place Published
Minneapolis
Edition
2019
Page Count
202
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